With so much shit I could be doing. Supposed to turn in my resume & cover letter to the campus career center Monday, I need to do my online assignment, need to read a few chapters for class. I woke up this morning with every intention on completing these tasks and as of 5:22 pm i've completed NONE. Idk wtf is wrong with me?!? Usually i'd blame it on chronic procrastination but I think i'm midly depressed yall. Like foreal. Maybe it's the wintertime blues. I haven't left the apt in 2days. Did I mention how much I hate winter????? I really do. Snow is thee most useless precipitation EVER! Pretty to look at but a pain in the ass all around. And don't even get me started on the cold...my bony ass. *sigh*
I need a cuddle buddy...
"I want somebody to walk up behind me..and kiss me on my neck.."(right Erykah?)
Valentines Day is coming up and once again i'm pretending not to care. But the more I pretend the more I realize how much I want and need love. Yea, family loves me..real friends love me...and I love ME..But I want that 'wake up in the morning looking a hotassmess 'and he still loves me LOVE. That..'I'm tired of frontin so lets not be just friends because I love you LOVE'..
Ok, I know that was random yall, but I hadda get that off my chest...
CHILE PLEASE- 2 days is enough..I'm gonna go get some fresh air before this gets worse.
Friday, February 6, 2009
Sitting here..
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8 Lovely Opinions:
Heeey, it's not Valentine's Day yet! :-) There's still time, Sista...still time...
I'm sorry you have to deal with the snow :/...I can't imagine living up north, I wouldn't make it.
Ive Been Feeling This Way 2...
Reality Bites....
I feel where you're coming from. All I keep telling myself is that it's just a day and pretend not to see all the ads for flowers and romantic getaways. Ugh! This single in the city ish is for the birds!
K I'm late but you looked lovely in your two ensembles for your b-day, I hate I missed the other pics, wanted to see what SJ looked like and I feel your pain for V-day
Just suck it up and remember its only for 24 hours
my ex called me a couple days ago to tell me that i was gonna have the best valentines day ever either this yr or the next. lmao. thats how pitiful my situation is i guess, but i appreciated his kind words. he wants happiness for me.
dont feel so bad about it. ill likely be home or out with friends. i totally wont acknowledge balloons or flowers in the streets. @ all!
-kb
I think it its the wintertime blues cuz I've halted all my job search efforts too. I just need some summer.
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