Ok, so the yeastie is gone! *claps*
Ok, (I say "Ok" a lot right?) Ok..anywho, SJ came over the other night. He says that he needs to see me. He's moving (foreal this time) at the end of this month and idk what i'm gonna do :( We've seriously gotten closer since we've started talking again..
>>Fastforward
He gets here and proceeds to take all his frustrations out on me via peen. OMG, afterward all I could do was lie there and try to breathe. A couple minutes later I turned over and started crying(?!). Damn idk where it came from and it scared me. I mean, I like it rough every now and again but--sheesh..Then I couldn't tell if I was crying from the roughness, his impending departure, or from going back to him. I think it freaked him out too. WTF @ me.
Moving on...
During the break i've been staying on campus as opposed to moving all my crap home. Most of the time i'm chillin, eating, chillin..sleeping. Wash.rinse.repeat. Over these last few weeks i've become an insomniac. I don't get to sleep until usually 3 or 4 am. Just a few pet peeves that annoy the shit out of me when living w/other folk:
1. Nigerian Girl (formerly Mystery) was talking loudly on her phone @ 6am in the living room today. It was on speaker too! She talks extremely loud (claims she can't hear well) and is so oblivious to how inconsiderate that shit is. Go in your fawkin room! She also takes 45 minute showers, sets off the alarm everytime she cooks, and doesn't clean up after herself. I can't stand it! Heffa..
2. Ppl using my pots and not washing them. Now I don't mind ppl using my things..Well, actually I do mind...(I'll be the first to admit i'm a stingy lil heffa). But if you're gonna use them ask first, don't burn them, and please wash them out afterwards. There's nothing worse than wanting to use your shit only to find it's got linguini stuck to it. Shit..
3. Dishes: I don't wash other ppls dishes and I damn sure ain't scrubbin ya pots. I'll wash them if theres a few but we are grown so I don't expect anybody to wash mine or vice versa. Also, i'm a clean-as-you-go type of girl so it's seldom the pile up of nastiness is mine. So when I hear someone sucking their teeth about the dish situation I get annoyed. You're the one who let them pile up..Use the arms and phalanges you were blessed with and wash yo own shit!. Hmph..
CHILE PLEASE- My tears dry on their own.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Cleaning up these tears..
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I'm Nigerian so I can say this. WE ARE FUCKING LOUD. All the damn time.
That's how we roll.
:-)
Damn I aint never had no "Peen" [omg that word is so funny lmao....anyways] that made me cry..... Dunno what to say bout dat one....
I agree 100% on examples 1,2, & 3 and her ass would definitely have a talkin too about it. Chile please Let her know!
aww man. Alrighty don't get mad at me for saying this okay? BUT didn't you know this was kinda gonna happen. I mean even if you guys are CRAZY into each other, from what you've shared it doesn't really seem like he's down for a relationship, you did know that he was going to be moving, and that things probably wasn't going to work out btwn you two.
Soooooo...I think you should just chalk it up to what you knew it was gonna be...and keeps it moving.
I only say all of this because, I've been here before and I know it's okay to just let people go now...it's my new thing ;) & once you do...you feel so much better :)
Remember I say this outta love.
But yea..tell them hoes to WASH THEIR SHIT!!! I hardly like washing my own dishes, ain't no how I'm washing somebody elses.
U know what...u r a clown!!! Wash.rinse.repeat is a classic.
I think the crying was a combination of all three and it seems that u r coming down from ur holiday high.
Insomnia is horrible, I battle with it time to time.
Things will get better.
@David- well turn down the volume..sheesh!
@PRIMO- don't u just love that word lmao. yea, I told them that I don't do dishes in the beginning so it's no surprise
@A.M- Nah, i'm not mad @ you. You're right..I thought about it and I know it's really not gonna work out. *sigh*..it just sucks. I'm still gonna get my going away peen..After that idk..I guess I gotta let ole boy go..
@Creative- so on point! yea the crying thing had to be alladat drama mixed together :(
Peen is my favorite word.
Back in college, I had a roommate who ate all 3 meals in the house and would use up all the dishes and leave them. We finally had to have a meeting about it and she said, "I told ya'll that I don't do the dishes and since the dishwasher isn't working, they're just gonna sit there." Then she turned to me and said "I thought you said you liked to wash dishes"
I swear I almost socked her in the mouth. I said, out of all of the chores in the house, I would prefer to do dishes. I never in my life said, "When you dirty up your own dishes, I will wash them for you". B@tch please!!! And NOBODY even knew the dishwasher wasn't working. All her lazy ass had to do was walk downstairs to the office and tell them to fix it.
Lawd, I'm so glad to have my own place. Just thinking about that broad and her ridiculousness has my pressha goin up.
yea, your spontaneous outburst of tears...crazy. I agree with Creative, i think it's a combination of everything. We usually know when something is not gonna go anywhere...so get the "good stuff" while u can and keep it moving.
And nasty people are the reason i never did roommate matching and resorted to living by myself.
@Suga- wow@ that lazy bish not washing.. I woulda cracked a plate over her head for that one!
@Mimi- yea I got a few more sexytime sessions w/him before he leaves so i'm gonna prepare myself..*sigh*
Just one more semester and its off too my own apt..
even when you know something isn't gonna work...it doesn't ease the pain.
so i know you are cherishing the few sexfeats you have left but now is the time to start preparing your heart. start making distance..
it's really hard to face the fact that someone you want is gone and that it was nothing you could do to keep them even when you know from the outset that it is what it is.
@TRUTHZ- I know right :( Man, I tried not texting him for a couple days but it didn't work..Mannnn, part of me is wishing he'd hurry up and leave so I can get it done and over with. Hopefully find someone else..Tired of pining over his ass
lol@ phalanges!
I swear, I don't miss living with roommates...they suck! I'm a bit of a stingy heffa too aka only-child syndrome. lol
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