So yea I know I left you guys in a cliff hanger for over a month with the BlackMon series but here goes:
Yes, my period was 2 weeks late. I remember I was due to come on the 13th and when the 20th hit I was terrified. Checking myself in the mirror every 2 minutes, standing on the scale every chance I got. I was (and still am) a good 115lbs soaking wet so I pretty much notice any change in body. My breasts didn't seem to be getting bigger but I was never this late. I picked up the phone to call BlackMon and tell him my period still hadn't come on..it slipped out of my hands I was so nervous. BlackMon's older brother picked up and told me he had gotten locked up. What the hell?! How the hell was I going to take care of a baby on my own. Live? How do I tell my mom? What about college? My future.is.over. All these thoughts running through my head like a marathon. I told him to have BlackMon call me and he did later that day. I forget why he was locked up but it was something small. He asked me if i'd taken a pregnancy test.
"Well, what are you waiting for?..Go to Eckerd"
I go. This was my first pregnancy scare and not knowing the tests were in the pussy aisle (yes I call it pussy aisle) I asked the pharmacist for one. How embarrassing. I got the EPT with 2 in the pack and walked the longest walk home i've ever walked.
My mom wasn't home. Thank goodness because I cried the entire day. You see, Me and mom are close. So close that I told her the day after I lost my virginity. The moment she asked me why I was crying I would've opened up and told her. She didn't need that stress. Anyway, I decided to pee in the cup and dip to be sure I didn't pee over 5 seconds. The control line showed up and there was no line in the bigger window. After reading the directions for the 979839473947th time I came to the conclusion I wasn't pregnant.
I figured i'd wait a few days to take the 2nd test. To avoid getting my head knocked off next month by mom dukes I decided not to take anymore of BlackMon's collect calls. The 2nd test also came out negative. I was so relieved. We were both young and stupid and a baby would only make us more stupid. BlackMon got out a few weeks later and stopped coming around as much. He tried to say that he would've been happy if I was pregnant but I wasn't convinced. I never even told my mom. I just took it as a lesson from God that I needed to slow down. He gave me a second chance. My period came on the following week and boy did it come on heavy. I was in bed for 3 days. To this day i'm not sure if it was a miscarriage or if I was just late. I'll never know.
Yea I know, sort of anti-climatic but trust me this story is faaaarrrrr from over.
CHILE PLEASE-- Just because the lesson was taught doesn't mean we learn it.